How can i go back to where i was, i think i"ve lost where i was

It seems you have created quite a few threads for your question:

https://www.jotform.com/answers/1766707
https://www.jotform.com/answers/1766537
https://www.jotform.com/answers/1766653
https://www.jotform.com/answers/1766685

I am not quite sure what you are referring to in those threads.  If you would like to restore your form to a previously saved state, here is how to do so:

https://www.jotform.com/help/294-How-to-View-Form-Revision-History

If there is something else you are looking for, let us know a bit more detail and we will be happy to help.